Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Below is a comment made in response to my "Pedophilia is Equal to Homicide". I will add my response below:

Dear Pedophile Hunter / Madman -I would like to ask you where all this pain and anger comes from. Directly after the act/s, did you feel as seriously victimised as you do now? If you were repeatedly raped, I can imagine that to some extent, you did. If not, I guess that the guilt and pain grew, as you were told of the true extent of what your encounter was 'meant' to be like.The level of harm caused after non – violent sexual encounters early in life depends largely on how the acts are viewed by you and the people / society around you. If you have come to associate such an act with pain, guilt, dirtiness, immorality, regardless of how it felt at the time, the memory will indeed 'scar' your mind for life, and may even cause secondary symptoms such as depression. Without the memory of the act/s, I can imagine that you would be feeling a lot better, i.e. the pain that you feel, I am guessing was caused socially, after the event/s, as opposed to biologically / psychologically at the time of the event/s. This even goes for rape to some extent, although such trauma is obviously quite naturally disturbing for anyone.What I am basically saying, though, is that if you were to challenge the social ideas that lead to this pain, I'm sure you could reclaim some of this lost ground rather fast, and maybe even reach a position of indifference (if you were, indeed not forced). There are many other people who have had non-violent, or even initially traumatic encounters, who claim to have enjoyed it when it was done on their own terms, or otherwise come out none the worse - Allen Ginsberg for example. I imagine that these people were naturally less susceptible to dogmas, and/or were barely interfered with after the act/s.The best thing for you to do, is not to side with fanatics like Llort, though. What else will it do, but inflame those memories and re-enforce those ideals that have created your lifelong mental scar? Would you be helping anyone, by battering and enraging these supposed target men, who will always be at arm's length, thanks to technology? Remember, you cannot incapacitate a pedophile via the internet, unless you play it like Mr von Erck. If you seriously think that the pedophiles in this community are dangerous, you are most certainly picking the wrong option, and moreover, a dangerous option by electing to gain revenge by tormenting them.Kind Regards,Daniel.

I'm not sure where to begin Daniel. So I will begin with me and what I KNOW.

My parents had just split. I was desperate for male affirmation in my life. My grade 6 teacher new another teacher who was also a Boy Scout Leader and always welcomed new helpers to his A.V. club.
At first things were great. He showered me with the attention and approval I needed. I now know he was grooming me. He developed trust. He was the first male adult to ever show any interest in ME.
He then began to violate that trust. It shatter me emotionally. I HATED what he was doing to me, but I NEEDED his friendship. In the mind of an 11/12 year old I was able to rationalize that as horrible that I felt about what he was doing to me I could "phase out" or "ignore" what he was doing. That I could make the good outweigh the bad. My behavior began to change. My grades dropped. I became angry and began carrying knives. My final intent was to stab him. I wanted to kill him, but couldn't because he was "my friend". My rage turned inward. I stopped trusting. He held me captive in his sauna foe 2 hours one night. My knife was in my pants. When I was finally ALLOWED to get dressed I was too much of a coward to do what NEEDED to be done.

So you want to debate the age of consent? At age 11/12 was I mature enough to make the right decisions? NO. I have lived with the shame of my cowardace my whole life. I have over trained in the Martial Arts to the point of having Black Belts in 4 Arts. I joined the Special Forces. All in an effort to erase my SHAME.

Well Now I am 35 and KNOW the SHAME does not belong to me. It belongs to HIM. KEITH AMBROSE.
Now it is HIS turn to feel SHAME. To feel fear. When I am done there isn't going to be a place on this earth that doesn't know this animals name and face. His neighbours now know. His employer now knows. His co-workers now know. I have posted fliers in every community center in his toen and in every convienience store. I have taken out classified ads in local papers looking for past and current victims. I have found many.

So if in your opinion I am doing something wrong, I am sorry and I hope the treatment for your mental illness goes well.

Boylove is ABNORMAL. These children CANNOT consent. It is up to ADULTS to be PRESENT and ON GUARD at all times. It is up to able bodied (and mined) people to stop this sickness from spreading over the internet. To drive these sick people back under the radar. To take thier voice away.

7 comments:

jacey said...

Nice post. Looking at the world through the eyes of a paedophile: sicko's like Daniel believe that regardless of how children feel they can convince them they wern't abused or that "it wasn't that bad" or that somehow the people that do GENUINELY care for victims are somehow to blame for the abuse.

They continuely spout nonsensical excuses to make up for the abuser - this is because they empathize with people who hurt children.

You said it right when you said:

"Well Now I am 35 and KNOW the SHAME does not belong to me. It belongs to HIM. KEITH AMBROSE."

Unfortunatly for Daniel, here in reality there's no excuse for people like Keith, sole responsibility for what he did rests on him.

Anonymous said...

Hi, again, Pedophile Hunter.

He was the first male adult to ever show any interest in ME. He then began to violate that trust. It shatter me emotionally. I HATED what he was doing to me, but I NEEDED his friendship

For what reason do you think that you hated what he was doing? Was it because you were simply a child, or was it because you were a child who had already been taught to fear and feel guilty about what he was doing. I can understand how anyone would feel uneasy, if he was being coercive in any way, but if all he was doing was consensual, I would personally look beyond my own humanity for an explanation of my bad feelings at the time. I would look to the culture in which the acts were happening, how it effected my perception of the acts, and the way it influenced the consequences of the adult's actions.

He held me captive in his sauna foe 2 hours one night. My knife was in my pants.

Some simple questions – do you think that such actions really reflect the true nature of his ‘affection’? Did such behaviours span from his sexual admiration of your youth? Would similar behaviours directed towards an adult originate from one’s philia – their sexual inclination?

I think that it is very faulty to use this one experience to define ‘boylove’, and this one man to define ‘boylovers’. From what I have read, he could have been anything from a confused pedophile, sexually under stimulated, or at the extreme end, a taboo - loving power freak, and most likely not a pedophile (as with most child molesters). Your hate is clearly misplaced, now that you are attacking people who preach ethics and love, a position from which they can only be made more dangerous by your hounding them off the web.

So you want to debate the age of consent? At age 11/12 was I mature enough to make the right decisions? NO

Again, from what I have read, you would have interpreted any sexual encounter as negative, taking into account your mental state. If you ask a pedophile, you will nearly always discover that this is a real concern, i.e. if they were to pursue a legal relationship with a young person, they must be sound of mind – not indoctrinated with anti – sexual ideas. Were your parents, by any chance particularly religious, or moralistic?

I have over trained in the Martial Arts to the point of having Black Belts in 4 Arts. I joined the Special Forces. All in an effort to erase my SHAME.

Well, you know, this is what the victim model that our society attaches to sex does.
I very rarely pay tribute to Freud, but what I suggest you do is try to find an alternative and valid cause of your shame. I feel that doing this would help you overcome this ‘sexual victim’ archetype that has been forced upon you by years of drip – drip fear mongering by mostly good – meaning others. Giving this model of self help a go, in no way equates to submitting to ‘pedophile logic’, ‘pedophile emancipation’ or any political position. The method, is mutually exclusive to my positions. Ultimately, what you are doing is helping yourself.

Well Now I am 35 and KNOW the SHAME does not belong to me. It belongs to HIM. KEITH AMBROSE. Now it is HIS turn to feel SHAME. To feel fear.

Without sounding too coarse, your focus on this one man, Mr Ambrose reveals a lot about the way that you have been discreetly conditioned, or at least influenced to think. In reality, you hate Mr Ambrose, and those who you falsely associate with him are the next best target. You are being driven by hate. Personal, subjective hate has never achieved anything of grace, or of real, calculated benefit to the wider picture.

So if in your opinion I am doing something wrong, I am sorry and I hope the treatment for your mental illness goes well

I do not have a mental illness, even by your standard, in that I am not a pedophile. My sexual - aesthetic ideal is rather youthful, but my centre of attraction is most certainly from post pubescent to well above my own age. But of course, I also find children aesthetically pleasing, and would like to show affection towards them.

Boylove is ABNORMAL

Abnormal does not automatically mean wrong. Culture has a strange way of making rare, or taboo practices harmful, in that it convinces those who are effected by them of their own wickedness or victimhood, although this is not universal, as my website’s testimony page (which I suggest you read) shows. Abnormal races and personalities have also been assumed to be automatically or intrinsically bad. This has changed, as the targets of our hate, and levels of education have shifted, over the years.

It is up to able bodied (and mined) people to stop this sickness from spreading over the internet. To drive these sick people back under the radar. To take thier voice away.

If you succeed in cleansing the web of these people, in addition to increasing their rage, all that will happen, is that the relatively meaningless ones on blogger will disappear becoming far more likely to offend, without their favourite hobby, whilst the real hard hitters, the IPCE, etc will remain. In fact, they are far more likely to change their venue, or even worse for you, respond to like with like. As I have said, the whole activism front is at arm’s length. As you hopelessly swing your fists, you will be doing little more than creating a reason for your opponents’ existence.

I mean, they are probably deleted by now, but I have posted a few comments to ACME, basically explaining how they are doing my work for me. They expose their own irrational, bloodthirsty stupidity, and I just sit back and mock their moral certainty, jibes and heavy handed moderation of my own logical arguments – by reposting it all elsewhere. There will always be some idiot giving me the opportunity to do this, but ethically, I would always prefer to help individuals themselves, especially those who have felt the full force of this kind of warped, delusionary line of thinking.

Kind Regards, Daniel.

Anonymous said...

I forgot to add that my own blog's latest post was partly intended for you, i.e. there is a reason for everything, and it is often the most hopeful and simplifying naturalistic assumptions that prove to be the biggest social constructs.

Jacey:
You mischaracterise (straw man) my argument by attributing me this position -

somehow the people that do GENUINELY care for victims are somehow to blame for the abuse

No, that is incorrect. The vast majority, even a large portion of therapists are good meaning, so I would not lay the blame at their feet. They are cogs. Injustice does not require intent. Therefore, blame isn't always merited.

As for me emphasizing with people who hurt children, you are technically correct - I emphasize with the savagest of murderers, in that I do not let my hate cloud my judgement. I do not emphasize with their actions, though.

You go on to write about the attribution of 'responsibility'. This isn't really what I've been writing or even thinking about, I'm more concerned with the social dynamics, although from a legal, utilitarian perspective, it sure looks like Mr Keith Ambrose abused his responsibilities. To put it another way, I don't think you will find any sympathisers among the pedophiles on blogger.

Stitches77 said...

Danyboy's comments right here on this blog are a prime example of a typical selfish, self-absorbed dick thinking pervert.

Anyone, anyone who would have the nerve to come to this man's blog after he poured out his heart and his pain and ask these stupid pedopathic questions designed with the sole purpose of rationalizing a child raper, deserves the death penalty for asking the questions and encouraging other pedophiles to offend.

And he wonders why people hate those like him? This is sickening!!!!!! It makes me want to just vomit all over him. Words cannot express how despicable I think he is. This is one of the most outrageous displays of pseudo pedo intelligence I've ever witnessed.

These comments by danyboy prove my point that pedophiles recognize no boundaries. No one should ever trust this man around a child. And he's another one that I'd bet money has multiple victims in his past and probably his present to. He's dangerous and needs to be stopped.

Sues said...

Danny is disgusting. He is abusive and doesn't even realize it. I agree Stitches, it makes me sick to even read the filth that he puts here. He is proving that pedophiles are monsters and he doesn't even see it!

Reiki 888 said...

Pedophile Hunter was at a young impressionable age when he met his abuser. He looked up to this man for guidance and friendship,he desperately seeked this man's frienship and approval and Keith betrayed him. Pedophile hunter was at an age when boys learn from their dad's about sex, about what's acceptable and what's not.He was hitting puberty. With the divorce between his parents I assume Dad wasn't present therefore Keith was the example, which must have been very confusing for pedophile hunter, trying to sort out how he felt about these experiences on his own with the emotional capabilities of an 11 year old boy and no other adult "present" to show him the love and approval he so desperately NEEDED. He became co- dependent on Keith and this man KNEW the kind of power he had over this child.
Dany boy is a sicko! BOY LOVING is definately wrong! Dany Boy likes to write like he knows something, he's enlightened or maybe even educated, but I see through it Dany Boy, your totally transparent.
Dany Boy is the one that is taunting and aggravating. ME!
No religion, faith , philosophy or culture I know of supports or promotes or encourages RAPING BOYS.
lOOK AT IT FROM THIS PRESPECTIVE ASSHOLE...MAYBE YOUR THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO SIT BACK IN QUIET REFLECTION AND EXAMINE YOUR OWN SEXUAL TENDENCIECES AND QUIT PROJECTING IT ON TO PEDOPHILE HUNTER.
Pedophile is cleaning out his "closets" I suggest you do the same weirdo!

Amber said...

My god…what do they have some kind of Pedophile school to teach thies guy how to respond to sexual abuse? (referring to Daniel) their whole response is to take the blame off of the abuser and put it on someone else. I got the same response from another pedophile ………I think I’m going to be sick